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Thursday, May 18, 2006
81. J.A.R.B - Loss
There’s a lot of loss in my world right now. Endings; they had to come sometime, didn’t they? Can’t we make this go on forever; this beautiful limbo? The only difference for this one is the fact that I’m not going to tell myself that I’ll be strong. I promise not to fool myself into believing that I won’t have to cry; the tears will only come harder later. I won’t seclude and feel sorry for myself. But I won’t pretend it’s all going to be okay. I’m going to shed a few tears for this one; better to accept that. Accept; not the fact that we’re leaving, not the fact that this is ending; for I can make this last a little while longer, if only in my head. But accept the fact that it’s a bad thing, and realize that I’ll end up without a smile; for a little while.
All I really want right now is for something to come together just right. We can forget about all of the lonely pieces scattered on the ground. Let’s build something; something so strong no matter how fierce the storm, nothing will take it down. We can forget about all of this and rejoice in the fact that we can still re-do this, try once more; last chance; if only for a second.
We can try our best to hold on; but something’s gotta give. We can last long enough as to hold each other as we fall. A lot of loss right now, all I wanted was something to hold on to.
-Jones.
- Jones posted this bad boy on 5:27 PM
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