... Things to say
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I haven’t written in a while. So I decided I would. Not that there’s nothing to write about. There’s a lot to say, many ways to say it, but considering this is #54th, it’s hard not to repeat myself. Please excuse the “emo” ness; I’m in a bad mood right now. I’ve been having trouble getting my thoughts across; wouldn’t it be nice if thoughts could be simply put into words. Onto a website, so that you could all see what I’m saying… wouldn’t it be nice if we could eliminate this middle ground where I fumble with words to try and communicate feelings? Oh, hold on, I’ve already blogged about that. I’ve been feeling all stuffed up lately. Too many feelings to get out; frustration, bliss, admiration, confusion, wondering what’s really going on. It seems everyone else’s world is falling apart, and I’ve become one to stand by and watch. I’ve been trapped where I feel confined by a lack of problems, and no way to help others, as I haven’t been through anything before. I just wish I could take some of the heat for you. I wish you didn’t have to go through this; I just wish. But that’s all I can do. Wow, this is an impressive train of thought, the reader won’t know the half of it though; I’ve deleted many words… Not very complete, but I think you can tell what I’m feeling… maybe, a bit… oh who knows anymore. What’s the whole point of this blogging thing? So that we can show people exactly how we’re feeling, so that we can show the world our hearts, our insides? I think this train of thought is getting the best of me. I’ll stop before it gets out of hand and I start saying things like “What’s the whole point of this…” Hold on, been there, sorry. Bye for now, I’ll try to leave a happier impression next time. That’s really the case, I’ve simply allowed my own conscious to tell me otherwise tonight, please, don’t let yours tell you something’s wrong.
