... Things to say
| 47. J.A.R.B - Typing fast | 46. J.A.R.B - A new day? Hardly, we still have the... | 45. J.A.R.B - The true truth | 44. J.A.R.B - The middle | 43. J.A.R.B - And so I tried harder | 42. J.A.R.B - Never miss a moment | 41. J.A.R.B - White Rabbit | 40. J.A.R.B - In a minute | 39. J.A.R.B - Defying murphy | 38. J.A.R.B - Friends among enimies | Current
And then, it was all a blur. Too much at once, this was hard to take in. All of a sudden feelings weren’t as simply figured out as before. Things would be different from this day on. I knew now, if only the word “secret” had just a bit of validity. If only you didn’t tell me this, for you just made me re-think it all. If only… Maybe one day you’ll figure out that I am no coward. I lay myself out, and you call me a coward. You should know being open is the hardest part. You should know being open is the ultimate fear, for in being open, you are also open to attack.
It seems the days from now on are going to be different. There will always be that one little thing. There will always be plural emotion(s). There will always be that other dimension. It appears things aren’t as simple as they were anymore. There will always be multiple border(s) to defend. There will always be someone who wants me on the ground. Be it my own conscious or someone else’s will. There will always be multiple day(s) to think this over, at least we have time. Either that or we will have second(s) to make this moment real. But, it’s all for the better. The ground gives power to get up. The attacks give powers to defend. And so on. So let you’re complicated lives lead you into complicated decisions. Let those decisions lead to complex choices. Let nothing go unanswered. It’d be a shame to miss something in the midst of it all. Let nothing be unsaid, because you never know, you could miss a chance to say it. Let it all sink in, because then you don’t have to push it down later. Let those emotions take control; they just might take you somewhere.
19 February, 2006 11:23
